What’s holding you back?

It’s no secret that I love the book of Romans.  Personally, I feel that God and I continue to have beautiful conversation when I am still and listening to His Spirit inspired words in this book.  Recently, I have seen some of my favorite verses popping up all around me.  In conversations, devotions, social media,  and in prayer with friends.  And here I am this morning reflecting on this verse in particular. Romans 8: 1-4 “Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death. For what the law was powerless to do because it was weakened by the flesh, God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh to be a sin offering. And so he condemned sin in the flesh, in order that the righteous requirement of the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.”

This sequence of words that God speaks to us through Paul are freeing.  There is NO condemnation because through JESUS our Messiah we have been set free from the law of sin and death. Now this is how I have come to define and understand grace. But I often wonder if I offer my offenders this same type of grace.  In Romans 12: 1-2 God tells us to not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of our minds, so that we may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect. We are urged, by the mercies of God, to present our bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is our spiritual service of worship. Are we living our lives showing grace?  And if not, what are we waiting for?  

I am 21 (with 29.5 years of experience). And in my 50 short years on this beautiful big green earth I have learned that this place is packed with all types of people. I have been shown grace by many and have given grace to many as well.  If I am being honest there are some people that it's been easier to set them free from a wrong.  And then there are those that I have held onto their malpractice because I just can't seem to move past the transgression.  I ask myself this question, "What's holding you back?", all the time.  So, what is holding me back?   Bitterness, hurt, pride, and envy to name a few.  The Holy Spirit often whispers, "Do not be conformed to this world".  Each of those emotion that hold me back are just making my beautiful world a bit foggy.  I must be transformed, by the grace of God.  I need to capture my thoughts and bring those foggy feelings to the Lord.  Every time the bitterness from a situation comes into my head I need to turn it to betterness.  When I am reminded of a hurtful situation I must rejoice in the refinement process.  And when pride and envy rear their ugly heads, it time to be still before my Heavenly Father and remember that there is NO condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.  If I want to continue to call myself a follower of Christ I must live like Christ lived.  I don't have the prerogative to choose who gets grace, forgiveness and God's unmerited favor.  No, I must treat EVERYONE in the manner of love, respect and grace that I selfishly expect.  It doesn't matter if I am twenty-one, fifty, seventy-five, or turning ninety-nine I have to be willing to change my heart and be set apart. 

Today is a great day to reflect on how often God has blessed us with His unmerited favor.  I can almost guarantee you that I might already have a list of transgressions forming just from the four hours I have been awake today.  I am not perfect.  We all have our moments.  But it's how we decide to handle these offensive moments that really develops our faith walk.  My prayer is, that the next time we chose to talk negatively about or towards someone, that the Holy Spirit will swoop in and grab our tongues for a moment and twist the negativity until we are reminded of God's overwhelming grace.  I pray that our heart and minds are set on the blessings.  And that we may learn to live in peace and harmony with each other.  And that we would daily attempt to mirror God's reckless love towards those that have hurt, embittered or rejected us.  There's nothing we can do to earn God's favor.  So, we shouldn't invoice others when it's time for us to show grace.  

God Speaks

Six days ago I made a conscious decision to set aside some quiet and quality time with God, my Heavenly Father.  There was a time in my life when I spent more than 15 minutes a day seeking God’s word.  These past few days made me realize that I carve more time out for the things of this world than I do for my Creator.  I used to wake up every morning and pray for everything under my sun.  I would grab my bible and in the stillness of the morning I would allow God’s  words to penetrate my mind and heart. But somewhere along the road I became complacent and lazy.  My early morning habits and routine changed. Facebook and Instagram beckoned louder and louder as days, weeks and months passed.  To the point that it was easier to wake up, pick up my phone, and browse social media then it was to open up my bible. 

I have decided to make this my last blog post on Facebook and Instagram for the remainder of my 40 day journey.  I will continue to share on my blog, but I need to refrain from the early morning social media surfing.  I want to seek and search God’s word every morning and every evening and the in between.  So, if you care to join me you can check into my blog or you can just take a sweet journey of your own. 

Each day I plan to pray that that Holy Spirit will penetrate my heart, mind and soul.  And that I would have a burning desire to seek God’s living, loving and powerful word. “For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than a two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.”  ~Hebrews 4:12.  I also pray that these words, God’s words, speak with convicting power to my conscience and continue bear their own testimony.  

God’s rhetorical question, “Where Are You?”

“Where are you?” This is a great question.  I often wonder this about my own children.  Unlike my inquiry, when God asks us this question He already knows the answer.  

A while ago I read a book called, “The God Who Knows Me.”   And I know many of you read it with me.  So, this morning as I read Genesis 3:9 my heart and mind brought me directly to Him, the God who knows me!  Even in my forbidden moments He knows me.  Our Heavenly Father knows our every move. Yes, nothing is hidden.  And yet He is gracious to forgive and love.  

When God proposed this question to Great great great great great great great grandma Eve and grandpa Adam He wasn’t really seeking them.  He wanted them to think about where they were in relation to Him.  So, tonight I sit here thinking “Where am I”.  I have distanced myself from Him.  There are areas in my life that I am not certain I want to allow God in to.   Yes, when gossip with friends and I really don’t want Him to be in that circle.  Or when I have negative thoughts about a person in my little crazy would I don’t want Him there either.  But He is.  He is the overseer of ALL.  

Tonight as I prepare my heart, head and body for rest I pray, that the God who sees me will remind me that He knows my name, whereabouts, and heart.  

Open My Eyes So I Can See All The Blessing You Have For Me

I cannot believe it's been well over 8 months since I posted a blog.

Life is out of control. Not in a bad way. I think my life has always been full.  And the past few months just proves this theory.  Each day holds a new adventure.  And I have to be honest my world is sometime too full.  I realized today that the fullness has blocked my relationship with my Creator in many ways.  

This morning I found myself feeling empty.  I have not been reading my bible or seeking God's word for direction.  And I am feeling quite distant from my creator.  I sat in bed and had my one sided conversation with God.  I laid out my requests for my husband, my children, my loved ones, friends and coworkers without hesitation.  I know that God heard my prayer.  As I went about my day I started to think about how often I forget that God created me for His joy.  And now here I am.  I sit here tonight and I have to be honest.  For a very long time I have been requesting, requesting and requesting a little more.  But I have not been listening or watching for God's response.  Yep, like a bratty child I have a case of the gimmies.  Lord give me this and bless me with that.  And I know without a doubt that He is continuously blessing my life. 

As I sat waiting in the doctors office a verse came into my head. "Open my eyes that I may see the beauty and the wonder in your word."  Wow!  All I can say is this was the gentle nudge I needed.  I knew the Holy Spirit was involved in blessing me with God's words.  I waited for over an hour for the doctor to come in.  This gave me ample time to pray, reflect and make a commitment. I decided that I would do a 40 day journey.  A journey that will help draw me closer to my Heavenly Father.  40 days of filling my head and heart with God's word, promises and grace. I cannot promise that I will blog each day.  But what I can promise is that I plan to seek ALL the blessings God has for me.  And I want to invite you to join me on this 40 journey towards growing in God's grace, love and blessings.

I pray that over the next 40 days that the Holy Spirit will reveal my heart or our hearts.  And that we all begin to see the beauty and the blessings in the people, places and things around us.  I plan on making a conscious effort in being still for a time each day and opening my heart, ears and eyes to receive all that our Heavenly Father has for me. What is God trying to tell me? What is He trying to speak into our lives? God gave us His word because He wants us to know Him deeply.  I believe that He is forever doing things to get our attention.  Just look at creation.  

If you want to join me....Amen Hallelujah!  If you want to sit this journey out this time....Amen Hallelujah!  Know that I will be praying for each of you as we step into this journey of faith and discovering just how much our heavenly Father wants a loving a faithful relationship with all of us.